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Addressing Insecurities within Lesbian Gatekeepers, A Re-Introduction to Dark Yogi

I want to preface this piece by making it clear, that my writings, posts etc are now and have always been for a select group of vessels. This particular group of vessels have already attained an understanding of this matrix.  Overstand the agenda being pushed  by the mainstream media (MSM) funded by the “powers that be” (PTB), for however much linger the illusion is scheduled to last.  And are now seeking something higher. A force or feeling beyond programmed trauma. Love beyond toxicity, codependency, narcissism, enabling, addiction, and empty hypersexual (weak-will, overactive sacral chakra etc) pursuits masked as modern progressive lovestyles.

I know it’s been a few years since i’ve posted. I have been healing. Thank you for your patience. These opinions are based on lived experiences from a Southern Black/African American Lesbian Woman’s Perspective. Now that that’s out the way, let’s get back to work.

I’m putting the call out to other gatekeepers. Stand up and honor your calling. We’re well aware that the gender “war” is an illusion and distraction from whats truth. Not factual as “truth” is subjective, while fact cannot be debated. Now back to us, the gatekeepers. In Chapter 13 of Sobonfu Some’s The Spirit of Intimacy: Ancient Teachings In The Ways of Relationships, the standards of true Homosexuals (not to be mistaken by the small number of us who “became” Homosexual by Trauma) carry quite a bit of weight. We actually came back here to mediate between the two (law of Polarity/Gender) Sexes, such that of Biological Female/Feminine Dominant Vessel, & the Biological Male/Masculine Dominant Vessel.  *Please Note: In this context, i’m using fe/male to explain how the energy manifests in physical form that in FACT aligns with the biological Sexes of either Vessel.

Anyway, the point of this blog. Masculine Presenting Female Lesbians.. Studs in particular, why do you think we tend to lean towards the more “toxic” end of the Male spectrum? Because I have a theory and If you can relate, then the next few blog posts will be for you..

Theory: We’re disconnected from our wombs. Dare I say, fear Womanhood and what that might mean. My suspicion is that its rooted in insecurity thus stifling the evolutionary task at hand. So Embodying the higher octave of MSM’s portrayal of the Masculine feels wrong. At the same time, the “truth” they’ve subconsciously adopted as their own, is the one thing keeping them from evolving beyond the “surface-aesthetic” of (what it means to be a Feminine Vessel with naturally occurring [no outside influence including hormonal injections or the stagnancy that sexual trauma creates] a Masculine-Dominant Vessel navigating Manhood, by MSMs portrayal.

Until now.. Narrative Shift.. to be continued.



P.S To the Lesbian, Gay, Trans Community, stop allowing people outside of the community to use your energy for THEIR financial, emotional, spiritual gain! They have no spark, no lewks, no lingo without u/s. Cut their leeching asses off! Noone gets to eat off the meal you’ve prepared through alchemy until YOU have had your fill.

Disclaimer: This is not to say treat all of these “connections” as energy vamping attachments. Not at all. This is a plea from my heart to yours that you’ll recognize your worth beyond social acceptance. A plea that you’ll accept and embrace all of you without the assistance or ally-ship of the, others..

You’re already whole. You’re already perfect. Because you’re You with or without a crew. Stand firm on this knowing. Its withIN you, not on or around, YOU.. Peace

P.S.S. If it don’t apply, please for your own peace & sanity, let that shit fly. -Life


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Redbone Fetish Aside: “Black Love & loyalty” sure does hurt..

I had to put my little red-bone fetish aside for this one… Let’s get right to it.

You people praising ‪#‎Korryn‬ should be on suicide watch… Living vicariously through someone who all but BLATANTLY told police that they were going to HAVE TO KILL HER “tuh-day,” not tomorrow, but “tuh-day.” The ‘folks’ stood there pleading with her, (a good 5-7minutes longer than #SandraBland extra rude self) NOT to do this, and the fact that she would rather die than comply speaks volumes… but I digress


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4. Reasons I won’t date Men with children…. AGAIN!!

Alrighty so by now (blog 5) we’re well aware that I’ve got some abandonment type issues.. sprinkle in a little sexual abuse.. public education… and KA-BOOM!!! Yea, cool story bro, right?


But see the that’s not why im  not interested in helping raise your little crumb snatcher.  Or maybe it is, we’ll see by the end of this piece. First let me take a few steps UP to the top of my high horse and give you a brief synopsis of how I know I’d suck as your kid’s step-parent…

Selfish. I truly suck at sharing things and unless we’ve been together for over 2-3years im probably not bored enough to meet your kids yet. Chances are im still enjoying that whole new car smell type loving & Who has the energy for those  impromptu calls about how Lil Timmy just broke his big toe at soccer practice and needs YOU to come tell your story about how back in Cooley High 1997 you played through your ACL injury and scorned the winning shot in triple over-time.. WHILE IN THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING COS-PLAY!!!! Got damn you Timmy get your coordination together, FUCK!!!


Or my absolute personal favorite, I have to cheer your irritable ass up all because your whack ass child’s mother/ex-wife who don’t want their ex to be great without them, heard her babygirl tell her other sibling how much they like Ms. Dragonfly over her mean ass? How Ms. Dragonfly takes the time to cut up their meat, asks questions about their school day fucking colors with them? And because they actually WANT TO STAY with their daddy and his “new bitch” you purposely start beef just to keep them away from us/him.. You try to punish HIM by punishing the babies… Yea that’s my favorite. Nobody got the energy to build that man back up right after you hoes simultaneously ripped my heart from me….. Its like clockwork!!! Which leads me to #2….


2. Attachment. In the last serious relationship I encountered, this man was probably the most dope MALE parent ive ever witnessed in for real life, but I knew it wasn’t going to last. I knew our relationship wasn’t going to go the distance yet after roughly 1.5 of dating then eventually living together, he introduced me to his children… ~sighs~ Lets back up a few years. Now I entered my first bid dealing with a grown aged male with children, back in ill say ’08 shortly after Continue reading 4. Reasons I won’t date Men with children…. AGAIN!!