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Addressing Insecurities within Lesbian Gatekeepers, A Re-Introduction to Dark Yogi

I want to preface this piece by making it clear, that my writings, posts etc are now and have always been for a select group of vessels. This particular group of vessels have already attained an understanding of this matrix.  Overstand the agenda being pushed  by the mainstream media (MSM) funded by the “powers that be” (PTB), for however much linger the illusion is scheduled to last.  And are now seeking something higher. A force or feeling beyond programmed trauma. Love beyond toxicity, codependency, narcissism, enabling, addiction, and empty hypersexual (weak-will, overactive sacral chakra etc) pursuits masked as modern progressive lovestyles.

I know it’s been a few years since i’ve posted. I have been healing. Thank you for your patience. These opinions are based on lived experiences from a Southern Black/African American Lesbian Woman’s Perspective. Now that that’s out the way, let’s get back to work.

I’m putting the call out to other gatekeepers. Stand up and honor your calling. We’re well aware that the gender “war” is an illusion and distraction from whats truth. Not factual as “truth” is subjective, while fact cannot be debated. Now back to us, the gatekeepers. In Chapter 13 of Sobonfu Some’s The Spirit of Intimacy: Ancient Teachings In The Ways of Relationships, the standards of true Homosexuals (not to be mistaken by the small number of us who “became” Homosexual by Trauma) carry quite a bit of weight. We actually came back here to mediate between the two (law of Polarity/Gender) Sexes, such that of Biological Female/Feminine Dominant Vessel, & the Biological Male/Masculine Dominant Vessel.  *Please Note: In this context, i’m using fe/male to explain how the energy manifests in physical form that in FACT aligns with the biological Sexes of either Vessel.

Anyway, the point of this blog. Masculine Presenting Female Lesbians.. Studs in particular, why do you think we tend to lean towards the more “toxic” end of the Male spectrum? Because I have a theory and If you can relate, then the next few blog posts will be for you..

Theory: We’re disconnected from our wombs. Dare I say, fear Womanhood and what that might mean. My suspicion is that its rooted in insecurity thus stifling the evolutionary task at hand. So Embodying the higher octave of MSM’s portrayal of the Masculine feels wrong. At the same time, the “truth” they’ve subconsciously adopted as their own, is the one thing keeping them from evolving beyond the “surface-aesthetic” of (what it means to be a Feminine Vessel with naturally occurring [no outside influence including hormonal injections or the stagnancy that sexual trauma creates] a Masculine-Dominant Vessel navigating Manhood, by MSMs portrayal.

Until now.. Narrative Shift.. to be continued.



P.S To the Lesbian, Gay, Trans Community, stop allowing people outside of the community to use your energy for THEIR financial, emotional, spiritual gain! They have no spark, no lewks, no lingo without u/s. Cut their leeching asses off! Noone gets to eat off the meal you’ve prepared through alchemy until YOU have had your fill.

Disclaimer: This is not to say treat all of these “connections” as energy vamping attachments. Not at all. This is a plea from my heart to yours that you’ll recognize your worth beyond social acceptance. A plea that you’ll accept and embrace all of you without the assistance or ally-ship of the, others..

You’re already whole. You’re already perfect. Because you’re You with or without a crew. Stand firm on this knowing. Its withIN you, not on or around, YOU.. Peace

P.S.S. If it don’t apply, please for your own peace & sanity, let that shit fly. -Life


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You’re not as innocent as you think…

Because everybody’s a victim in 2017, or wants to play one, let me speak directly to those who are so helpless & innocent they can’t tell a broken fe/male from a [mostly] healed one..

I’m going to attempt to keep this brief & to the point. I’ve witnessed a lot of finger pointing going on between which came first chicken or the egg on these internet streets, when in reality they’re both the same chicken, just in different stages of life but I digress.

There’s an ongoing debate on whose at fault for the break down of the black community here in the West, so without getting too deep, let’s just say it’s my fault. 30yrs on this planet & I still view everything outside of me as OUT-SIDE of me.. Just Sit with that one for a minute..

By now you’ve survived all the trauma living in the first world has to offer. I know how tough it is having Indoor plumbing,  access to the front entrance of anywhere you dare to purchase goods & services from, passports to leave and go wherever you want whenever you want.. not having drones bomb your entire neighborhoods, or better yet, having the freedom to parade through public streets full nude & proclaim that others are wrong for not embracing YOUR willingness to be well, butt-naked in public. It’s tough living like this, & things really need to change for the better, I totally get it. You’ve played the victim so long you can’t even tell you’ve actually become your captor.. You’ve actually become the predator we all love to hate.. Let me explain.

Continue reading You’re not as innocent as you think…

Is you conscious or is you woke? I’m just asking…


Dear Dragonfly, Why don’t YOU focus on sexual abuse awareness and prevention the way YOU used too when you first started blogging?! Well, to be quite honest, It was draining. I started losing myself in other folks neglect of their children. I started to try and “save” folks when its not MY job.. I had to come to a place of accepting that their battle is not MINE.. Yes, we have similar scars, similar weaponry.. enemy had the same skin color, but the “battle?” Nah, its their own.. and vice versa.. Shit I’m just here to assist by being an example, through the documentation of my OWN journey back to wholeness. ‪#‎selfPreservation #saviorComplex ‬

So my question to YOU, dear innocent bystander, is this…

Why don’t YOU speak on sexual abuse, the way you talk about these supreme ass white folks that wont GIVE YOU NO JOB, huh? Why don’t YOU share facts/memes about sexual abuse of black boys and girls the way you share footage of blacks being gunned down by scary ass SUPREME white folks…the way YOU share photos of our ancestors being hung from trees.. the way YOU talk about gay agendas.. the way you talk about aint no good men/women.. the way YOU talk about sports.. the way YOU drag religious folks… I’m just asking…

conscious or woke


Now, we don’t ALL know somebody that’s been hung from a tree, killed, or denied a job from some “supreme” entity…. but according to the stats http://newsone.com/1680915/half-of-black-girls-sexually-assaulted/ 60% black females (and males, from the perspective of duality, as above so below, as within so without) will have been sexually assaulted by the age of 18… 60% of little black girls and 60% little black boys (separately but equally) have ALREADY been sexually abused/assaulted by their 18th birthday… SIX OUT OF TEN!!! 60/100 Black children… and in majority of these cases, guess what?? The perpetrator is another BLACK FEMALE OR BLACK MALE.. And 9/10, they are family &/or family acquaintance i.e someone the child’s family knows…From these statistics alone, you either ARE either 6/10 OR you’ve loved someone who’s apart of the 60%.. #introspection


Hmph, so why don’t i spread the gospel about prevention and AWARENESS regarding sexual abuse in the black community the way I “used too” anymore? Oh yall are most definitely aware, matter of fact you’ve BEEN aware for generations, actually.. Yall just don’t [wanna] hear these babies when they’re telling you the truth tho. Too busy stuntin on your rivals just to show and prove you got somebody that comes home to you EVERY night. Knowing damn well they not coming home for you… They’re coming “home” because you’re knowingly, willingly sacrificing your own babies just to say you got somebody… Yea, I see you. ‪#‎pickYourBattles‬ ‪#‎scapegoatSociety‬ ‪#‎AsAboveSoBelow‬ ‪#‎rugSweepers‬ ‪#‎theDragonflyAffect‬

Is you conscious or is you awake? I’m just asking… ‪#‎enemyWithinOrWithout‬ ‪#‎stopDeflecting


Aint enough bleach in the world that can wash THIS amount of blood off your generational hands my “consciously aware” community.. Might as well face yourselves and bathe in it… There’s no “we before EYE” on this journey to recovery. The sooner you comprehend this the better. Self preservation is the ONLY law. Save yourselves first, or drown with the rest of the ship. #noIceberg With peace & chaos, Thank you for reading. –T. D Hooks